Ove the past few weeks I’ve been struggling with blogging due to health problems, which means I might have to adapt my blogging shcedule in future, but today I’d like to share with you a poem I wrote a while ago but sums up how I think I and others often feel. It can sometimes feel so hard when you feel alone and unnoticed and part of me sometimes worries whether I’d be missed if I disappeared from the online blogging world here, like I did last week…again.
Things have been pretty rough for me personally these last few weeks and indeed months. 2021 has certainly been a year of a lot of problems for me. 😦 I’ll blog more about that soon as it deserves its own blog post, but for now while I ease my way back into things I hope you’ll enjoy this poem though be warned it’s one that’s a little dark. Have a great day everyone and if you see someone who might be feeling like this then maybe try making them feel noticed! ❤ 🙂
Unnoticed
©The Strawberry Post
If I was gone, would you notice?
Would you look deep inside?
See the truth beyond the,
Lies I behind hide?
Would you hear the silent voice?
Notice I had not spoken?
Could you see beyond my being?
Realise I am broken?
Do you even care at all?
I’m there to do what you bid.
The moment I stand against you,
I’m something to be rid.
Did you ever want me there?
A part of your own life?
Wanted my honestly,
Now you show the knife.
Now I know the truth,
You never wanted me.
Wanted someone else,
Who saw what you only see.
If I was gone, would you notice?
I realise it now, too late.
Your ignoring, indifference, hatred,
Has now sealed my fate.
-Poem first appeared online October 2016 – now republished here.
I am so sorry it’s been such a rubbish year,I appreciate you very much 😭
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Thank you!! ❤ ❤ ❤
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I know what you mean, the online world is big and crowded and it’s easy to disappear; but I enjoy your posts and I think I’d notice if they stopped. Hang in there – better times will surely come! 🙂
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Thank you! I sure hope so, we could all do with more positive things happening 🙂 ❤ ❤
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I would miss your posts, though I might not notice at once if, like recently, I wasn’t able to find the time to check my e-mails etc. every day and got extremely behind with my post reading. ❤
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Aw thank you ❤ ❤ I'm very behind in comment and post reading too, there just doesn't seem to be enough hours in the day anymore.
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I know! 😀 The days and weeks are rushing past and I am achieving less and less it seems!
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I noticed you were posting less, and was glad to see some explanation for that on Twitter (and later this blog). I’m sorry though that you’ve been having such a hard time. *hugs*
Great poem, by the way.
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Thank you! Big hug to you too ❤ ❤
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